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This week’s prompt is:
Ask and it shall be given to you; seek and you will find.
Earlier this week I wrote a post about finding my lost teaching confidence. (life is ironic sometimes).
Now instead of finding confidence, I’m seeking out answers. trying to find what I’m going to do.
Am I going to stay the course (despite being miserable and in tears practically EVERY day so far?)
Am I going to drop education (my life-long dream) and pursue something I don’t even know yet?
Am I going to postpone everything and just breathe for awhile so I can figure my life out?
I don’t know.
I met with my education professors yesterday; they suggested taking the rest of this week off to regroup, think, decide my plans.
I’m trying. But I’m not finding anything out yet. After 1 day, I’m already overwhelmed with this desicion (it’s not exactly a tiny one, either). Do I stay and be miserable? Do I try and discover something else I’m supposed to do? I’m trying so hard to figure this out before time forces me to choose something…
I’m searching, researching, questioning, debating, (over)thinking… but I’m not finding anything yet.